1st blog for the yr 2005... haven been blogging for quite some time.. in fact.. v long le.. busy wif a lot of stuffs.. camps.. weihwa's mum passed away... camps.. schools... leading to a lot of stay out.. one wk onli slp at my own bed for onli abt 3 nights.. the rest??? floor... slping bag(my precious)... blah blah blah... until... I'm sick.. haiz..

having cold since the start of the yr.. i tik is becoz all the cold cold nights stay out... which i didnt slp on my warm warm bed... been running to n fro fr hospital before wei's mum pass away.. oh well.. i always slping beside her on the floor when she was gone.. haiz.. anyway.. luckily weihwa was not v sad.. oh well.. i tik he already prepared for it ( the doc told us she cant mk it on tt morning le) .. tt happened on the 6th jan.. i was actually having a camp(woodland ring sec, OC) then i left the camp becoz of tis, eliz replaced me..

after tt been busy for the wake.. i'm the treasurer.. haiz.. a bad one.. but nvm.. it's over..

life carry on for me.. sch... camp again ( CHIJ SJC, SS).. until no voice.. cold haven go.. cough come.. haiz.. no voice completely after break camp.. but still went to eat kfc with the inst..

until now, my voice haven fully recover.. tml camp again.. anderson pri, OC... haiz.. i duno can mk it again.. still coughing.. but getting better.. haiz..

mock exam coming.. haven prepare.. i tik i'm digging my own grave..

tigs are happening in my life.. i'm v busy.. but i feel empty.. seems tt onli weihwa is always there for me... my frenz are gone.. i duno wat's everybody is doing.. even those whom i was closer wif then.. but... nvm... i can survive on my own...

if bee is reading: i was quite guilty tt day when i refused to bypass ur home to tk my bag fr u( though i was on a cab) .. then make u tk cab all the way to my home... i know tt u're pissed off... the tone u talked to me.. n the .... well... the attitute u gave me... at tt pt of time.. i was quite piss off wif u too... coz i believe tt i did notig wrong yet u're showing me attitute... oh well.. but i hoped tt u'll understand tt i was with weihwa atm.. then he's rushing to get back to his camp to book in.. mb u duno how serious it is if he is to book in late.. even by one minute.. tt's y u comfirm tot tt i was being v unreasonable.. oh well.. it's up to u to believe me onot.. anyway it's over.. i know u're not angry wif me now.. but i still dont feel gd if i didnt explain it to u.. i tik tis happened 2 wks back or so rite?? haiz.. it had been bothering me.. in fact.. i'm bothered by a lot of tigs.. duno y.. haiz.. nvm.. tk care.. n frenz forever..

juan: thz for the bag ya.. it's stil inside the plastic bag... thz for posting such pretty pics of mine in ur bloggy ya.. actually i tik it's becoz u too long didnt see me already... so tot tt i'm much more tann.. really glad to see u n bee have been meeting up often ( despite u all didnt even call me!!!)

anyway... i always hoped tt my frenz will ask me out often leh.. but the fact is tt i'm not availible... busy busy busy... everyday seems occupied.. haiz.... nvm... life goes on ....