odac ppl went to sentosa... feeling lazy.. >>> to go .. and to mix... duno wat had happened to me recently... always lazy to go out... CK sent me 2 smses saying miss me again.. n always ended wif "haiz.."... i read le oso "haiz.." duno wat to say... anyway met wif up lewis to watch brotherhood... ok.. quite a nice show... i cried until my eyes sore lor... lewis still said wat's there to cry abt.. it's so touching.. lewis>>>cold hearted... anyway met up wif Mel at nite... waited for him for quite a while.. bought I-magz to read... he treated me again... beef noodle at foodcourt.. not bad... then we went to coffeebean.. had chessecake.. yummy~~ talked alot of BGR stuffs... tok tok tok.. actually is tok cok?!?! haha.. but we tok cok for v long wor... until 11plus then left.. he drove me home.. mum seems impressed got guy drove me home.. haiz.. anyway hwa didnt call me today... duno y... anyway.. y do i care??? i duno y i care... i duno whether i still love him onot... i enjoyed every moment i spent wif mel... but the feeling is diff when i'm wif hwa... i duno wat i wan now~~ anyway 5.30am need to wakey to acc mum to send dad to airport... the time now is 2.55am.. n i'm still awake....