didnt slp well last nite.. keep waking up... feeling sick.. i tik mb under pressure too.. coz need to wakey early to help dad settle his air fight.. haiz...

anyway recently duno why quite a few ppl ask me in msn "y u sad tt day huh?" or "were u sad juz now?"

i oso duno y tis will happens... the funny tig is those ppl never ask me personally.. onli ask me after the day has gone... at nite.. while onlining.. izzit so had to ask in face of me? oh.. i tik except wayne.. he asked me in sch.. then said i got PMS.. then at nite asked me again in msn... so sweet of him...

anyway do i really looked down in sch?? but the fact is recently felt withdrawn (it's my mood now too) duno y leh.. i dun have a sense of belonging everywhere i go... even wif justin they all now.. have a feeling tt they are too obsess wif admanda they all... then the girls are obsessed by the guys too.... anyway it's a gd sign izzit it? come to tik of it.. am i the one intro them to each other? haiz... by the way who's cares abt me.. dont feel like going to their chalet next fri.. anyway i already comfirmed wif cliff tt i'll not be going.. they'll still enjoy themselves v much anyway...

tis is how i feel.. mb many will feel tt i tik too much... well.. maybe bah... i'm not really happy wif whoever i'm wif now in sch... except lewis? how can u expect me to always put a smile on my face? v xin ku one leh if i dun feel happy...

haiz.. mb wayne was rite.. PMS... ya.. is tis period.. haiz...

tml weihwa will be having his ippt.. if he fails again.. he may be retaining.. haiz.. all the best bah.. he dont have faith wif himself though.. need 6 pull-ups to pass.. he onli can do 4 n a 1/2... duno lar... wish him luck...