why am i having so much trouble nowadays?? when will the fight b/w jianhao n lewis over?? i'm tired to be the middle man... they angry wif each other.. then dun wan to tok to each other...then i need to be the medium.. haiz..both of them are so stubborn... both think tt they're right..

anyway today... morning 7.50am.. sianz.. late.. kana nagged by dad... luckily mum sent me to sch..sat wif justin n meixi... lazy to initate toking.. then justin oso happily ingore me.. oh well.. nvm..i tik we're not so close after all...

tis makes me think.. do others tok to me becoz i tok to others?
if i dont initate toking.. will ppl still tok to me? (anyway justin proven me tis already)

anyway i didnt go back to lect after break, coz jianhao was complaining to me.. telling me wat happened n stuffs..felt tt i cant leave him toking to himself.. anyway me oso keen to know wat happened lar..me KPO..but regretted lar.. becoz me KPO.. then now kana "trapped" by them...Y IZZIT ME?!?!?!not onli i know mah.. whole HEBE's know abt the matter.. haiz.. tik hao tk for granted tt me closer wif lewis bah..

anyway.. during lunch.. took the odac amazing race form.. confirm parties: francis, me, damien..then elson come see see look look.. then tiking of tking part.. but he said muz ask ashley first.. OMG.. then know wat??? ENDED UP ASHLEY WANNA JOIN TOO!! ahh.. pls lor.. i see her i sian liao.. always show me attitude.. then now wanna same team as me...then last nite i already asked wayne liao lor.. then wayne quite onz..now wat?onli 5 vacanies lor.. ashley or wayne??asked francis.. then keep saying "up to me".. told him to eat shit..

but ended up francis said ashley not v sporty one.. wow.. then like tt me die die oso dun wan her to join my teamI WANT MY $500!!! ok.. comfirm grand prize is $500 cash per team.. $100 pax~~

then actually shaf wana ask me out.. justin dun wan to go.. then say ask simon to see whether he wants onot.. oh well.. excuse..ended up told shaf i wanna go swim... tis is my excuse...msged yinghuey n juan... huey said wanna go eat sushi.. juan auntie visit.. but anyway.. went home wif xiaoying.. rot wif her at BP..actually meimei wanna come down to have dinner... but fly me aeroplane coz me not eating..cannot let me see her eat? me never see a pig eat b4 mah.. haha.. but me oso feel like going home early lar.. no mood.. mei come me oso no mood to mk her laugh.. then me wanna watch tv...

now.. at msn..........

have to due wif my amazing race stuffs.. discussing wif francis wat to do wif ashley..

listening to lewis n jianhao complainting....

stress stress nowadays... wanna study.. but too much tigs happening ard me.. pimples all poping out..first time so many pimples...