morning.. wakey... so sianz... wait for calls fr wh n mel.. surprisingly dean called to ask abt my cough.. sweetie.. then ended up watched The Notebook.. nice show man.. a Must Watch show.. then we had some food in the foodcourt... mel told me some turn off tigs again.. say dun give him expectations.. i'll onli have no expectations to someone who's not impt in my heart lor.. haiz.. diff perpective ya... anyway moody moody..saw xian.. he oso moody moody.. haha.. but after sometime i ok le lar.. then we continue to walk walk at west mall.. it's so exciting... coz at some moments we'll hold hand for a few secs.. haha.. mb 1 or 2 secs onli ba.. haha.. at moments i'll oso cling on him.. but tt one notig lar.. coz i oso cling wif my closer frenz one.. haiz.. then he wanna send me home coz he's meeting his madson buddies.. then on car then realise the meeting is 9pm lor.. then still got like 30mins more.. then we go cck garden slack ard... the feeling is so sweet... but not v romantic lar.. coz the way he speaks oso not romantic one.. haha.. cant forget the moment when we sat on bench... sweeta sweeta.. then home.. dean called me again.. chat a bit.. haha.. 1st time dean called me leh.. special.. but anyway today is a special special day... coz got hold hand wif my dating partner a bit... a bit is enough le.... miss him so much now.... feeling getting stronger.... hope it will grow for both of us ba......