asked mel to come bac online as i felt like telling him how i feel... but he said he dun wan to switch on pc again.. can see tt i'm nowhere in his heart.. juz finished reading CK's email.. "i can tell u tt i really, really miss u lot lots... haiz.. i dun even mind u ugly or wat... just like the feeling to be with u or seeing u, hehee... Well, hope next time, i can be more free then... haiz..." tis is wat he wrote.. well.. wat to do? so wat he kept saying he misses me n stuffs... he still got his gf.. weiwei last nite oso keep saying miss me n love me a lot a lot.. keeping smsing me n asked me if i love him onot... i didnt reply... i duno wat to say.. duno wat i want...

why cant mel treat me the way they treated me??