today duno y so slpy... i keep on slping.. morning wakey.. abt 11am.. then eat.. read newspaper. then wait for lunch... then wait wait wait.. then i go bed slp again... slp slp slp.. then went out wif mama.. go banks.. then went to IMM to makan... giant walk walk.. michelle working there now.. haha.. chit chat a bit.. then walk walk walk.. then home sweet home.. then v sian... slp again.. waiting for juan's call.. wanna go palm garben to swim.. haha.. then met her at ard 8pm.. we went swimming, then jacuzzi... then stream rm.. wow.. machiam tai tai.. haha... asked mel whether wanna come down onot... then he said dun wan.. see me online... but after sometime msg me again.. say he cannot tok to me on phone or online le.. computer cok up... then say going to rest soon.. haiz.. like tt lor... learnt dun give him expectations... anyway watch tv.. the yin-yang shi n life is a miracle.. nice show man.. sad show.. see le cry cry cry.. but i oso tik thru somtig... suddenly realise y shld i need mel? actually no need lor.. can sense tt he dun really like me oso.. y muz i spend effort on him? rather spend more time on ppl who loves me more? tik tt he didnt even appreciate me.. haiz... anyway.. i oso duno lar... see how lor...