feeling really terrible tis morning.. i actually cried... haiz.. wat to do? called jiaming.. wanna him to acc me.. but he got course.. he's in the MLM tigy le... haiz.. anyway i cried a bit when toking to jiaming, but he didnt know... juz told me he's not free... ended up asked kaiqin to go out..

he came fetch me at 1.30pm wif his bike.. meet him at the rd side.. then super suay, yang came home... then asked him not to tell parents.. anyway went to town to shop ard.. saw a lot of frenz... ingird, sean n fren, wanling, bayu, geng feng, brandan n fren, shuwen... so many... anyway ended up we bought notig.. actually wanna go von's house, but then she quite late then reach home, so went to qin's house 1st... then slack ard.. then ended up von said she a bit sick ah.. cannot mk it.. then i ku ku slack at qin's house.. then we went to makan dinner at 10pm.. qin lao sia.. waited for him at the hawer there... then ended up he cannot tahan.. returned to his house again to lao.. then i slack ard again... then abt 11plus pm then he sent me home.. dropped me at the rd side again... heehee.. cannot let mama papa see.... didnt mention anytig abt mel...

tt's my day today... day without mel... day without weiwei.... oso like tt... mel... juz a stepping stone for me bah... it's such a short period of time... i believe i'll forget him real soon... del him fr my friendster.. del testi for each other... blocking him fr icq n msn too ba... but duno how to block..haiz...sianz.. ended up blocked juan.. test test mah.. then duno how to unblock.. joke of the day... haha... haiz... anyway.. life goes on without u.....