today started fine... went cine to meet up wif shaf to eat sushi buffet.. cine was damn crowded.. he was quite quiet at first.. felt funny... but later.. he's bac to the old shaf.. anyway we had a v filling lunch.. haha... then we went to watch the village.. not nice lar.. sux again... anyway met justin n lewis after the movie... went to eat billy boomers... haha.. 1st time.. so happy.. but i was damn full lar.. didnt eat much oso.. then went home.. i took 190 alone.. mel asked me need to send me home fr cck onot.. of coz i said no lar... then he said "comfirm?" koaz... i wan to kill him ah.. then i said yup.. then like tt leh.. then he said ok lor.. koaz... really disappointed wif him.. koaz... then after somtime i msged him.. tgt he reached home le.. said i v disappointed in him.. then he called me.. he haven reach home.. then in the end he said he send me home... waited for him at cck CC.. waited almost like 10 mins.. koaz... then on car... silence.. then i looked at him.. cannot control... i still smiled.. he drove super slow ah... wanna be together for longer time ba.. i looked at him.. cannot tahan.. smiled again.. stupid me.. then broke the slience lor... asked him y didnt stay at his camp.. then reach home not long after... sis using the pc.. cannot online tok to him.. then he asked me got miss him today onot.. thru sms lar.. then i said a bit lor.. then said can sense tt he didnt miss me really much.. coz i tik he didnt even bother to ask me to call him.. then he replied he got tik of me pracitcally the whole day.. koaz.. then if true, y dun he ask me to call him? i told him tis.. then he sent me a v nonsensal msg.. saying.. we cannot tok everyday, wat pure missing is thru heart, chatting doesn't sig missing.. rather had occasional call. if not will get bored.. koaz... duno y i really felt fed up... coz last msg i still got tell him i feel like toking to him.. then he give me tis kind of ku ku msg.. i dun believe in tis lor.. then y me n weihwa can tok to each other everyday? koaz.. we haven even been together then he scare we'll feel bored.. kns.. really kns.. i duno wat's in his brain.. cannot accept tis.. free oso cannot chat... kns kns kns.. somemore i got tell him i feel like toking to him leh.. koaz.. next time if he wants to chat wif me.. i'll not chat wif him... koaz......... spoilt my day.........