hard to describe how i feel now.. ended up i gave him a mms.. asking him y izzit tt he's ignoring me...
wat did he replied? " i'm formatting my pc now. i didnt ignore u, juz wanna be alone.."
why cant he juz give me a tgt? y dun he cares how i feel?
juan asked me to search my heart... where to search??? i duno... feeling so lost one...
mb i shld be alone too.................
shaf is trying to cheer me up.... asking wanna go out wif him tml onot... y juz cant he treat me tis way? y izzit the person i wan dun wan me? then the person i dun wan keep showing concern to me? shaf know it's impossible b/w us ... haiz..
headache..... i SHALL be alone...